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Heart of Hearts

Heart of Hearts

"Heart of hearts,
be not broken,
cease your silent scream.
Give dark to light for eternal night
Find solace in that sweet dream."

- Megan K. McClellan, some time ago

I always thought that was one of the coolest things I ever wrote. I think that was the whole thing. There may be another verse. I don't exactly remember.

I'm happy today. It's been gloriously sunny and not too extremely hot. I love it.

I still love that phrase. I never used it much, but it's good for so many things.

I was really bad this weekend. And I don't mean normal pseudo-slutty bad. Well, I suppose I kind of do, but not entirely.

I went "camping" with Babs. Camping implies a lot of things with Babs, but not the things you'd think. Mostly, it implies drinking and sex.

First, I had citrus flavored beer. It was one of those new "energized" beer things. It tasted nothing like beer, and I could therefore drink it. Woo!

That was all I intended to drink. Babs had me taste a Budweiser Select, but I scoffed. It was gross and beer flavored.

Then, my dear former JW whom shall hence be known as RockStar, showed up with cheap, cheap booze. I kind of think he was trying to get me at least vaguely intoxicated. He sure as hell offered me the bottle a lot. And let's just say I didn't turn it down.

So after the Mad Dog, I was plenty capable of drinking a beer. Woo! Budweiser Select is awesome if I can't taste it!

Then, my utter downfall. Some people make smoking look so damn hot. Other people are foolish foolish sheep.

Ba.

I possibly inhaled some cancer. Sweet, hot, burning my lungs oh so pleasantly, cancer. BAD MEGAN.

Then RS and I teased each other unmercifully. Damnable teasing.

Gah. More later, leaving now.

6:01 p.m. - April 18, 2005

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