imwithjonas's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Confused as Fuck Confused as FuckI mostly had to update so that last post wouldn't be my front page. Things have changed again, as usual. I don't know what the hell is going on, but I'm sure it's something. I've completely gone off the deep end again. I'm completely fucking broke. I'm having all kinds of doubts about having sex. I don't know what the hell I'm thinking half the time. I keep pissing people off. I've been in one of my thinking states where I just say things that never actually process in my head beforehand. So far the things have at least been vaguely true, but they're still fairly hurtful. Fuck. I don't know what's going on. Did I mention that already? You know what pisses me off, though? I'm not capable of constructively using my anger. I lose focus. When I should be screaming and yelling or at the very least asking important, pertinent questions, I just shut the fuck up. I just completely shut up. It's stupid. It's fucking stupid and I do NOT understand it. That's just the short list of my resume of problems. If you have any advice for what in the hell I should do, please give it. Until then, think happy thoughts for me. 11:51 p.m. - April 05, 2005 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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